I hate being lonely

I really hate being lonely. I got married so I wouldn't be lonely. But here I am alone. My husband is deployed. But hey that is the life I signed up for when I married him. I know there would be times when he would be gone for a few days or a few months. And worst case scenario a year. But just because I signed up for doesn't mean I have to be happy that he is gone. It has bee a month and a week already. Yes I am keep track. Probably not smart, makes time go by slower some would say. But man is time flying. Its awesome how fast time is flying by. Before I know he will be back and we will be able to be us again. With just enough time before he has to leave again. I did not really know what I was getting into when I married him. But I would do all over again if I could. He might miss a few anniversaries, birthdays, child births, but hey I am married to the man that I love. And in the end that is all that matter. :0)

holy shit

I forgot all about this blog site. I found it and decided I wanted to update some stuff. I realized that I could not remember my password. It took me an hour to figure out what e-mail I used and another fucking hour to find the e-mail password. Then another damn hour to log on to this blog with the Google shit. Google is taking over the world. What is that all about? Anyway I just found it so annoying that I had to go through so much shit just to sign on an write something that no one will ever read. I figure it is a good way to vent. I don't have to worry about upsetting people. Well actually I don't really care about that. It has been a long time since I last posted on this site. 3 years to be exact. A lot has changed, I am out of the military, married, and going back to school. Its great. Any way it is really late, or really fucking early, however you want to look at it, so I am going to bed.

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