I hate being lonely

I really hate being lonely. I got married so I wouldn't be lonely. But here I am alone. My husband is deployed. But hey that is the life I signed up for when I married him. I know there would be times when he would be gone for a few days or a few months. And worst case scenario a year. But just because I signed up for doesn't mean I have to be happy that he is gone. It has bee a month and a week already. Yes I am keep track. Probably not smart, makes time go by slower some would say. But man is time flying. Its awesome how fast time is flying by. Before I know he will be back and we will be able to be us again. With just enough time before he has to leave again. I did not really know what I was getting into when I married him. But I would do all over again if I could. He might miss a few anniversaries, birthdays, child births, but hey I am married to the man that I love. And in the end that is all that matter. :0)