Why????????????

Why is it that when we think life is going good something has to happen to bring us back down? Everytime I get happy or excited something happens that makes me realize that life is never really a happy time. And people who are have got to be on something. I tried that once and it made me worse off then before. The world wonders why people are so depressed and unhappy yet it is the world that makes us this way. As soon as I start to feel happy I have to stop myself just so that the unhappiness is not as bad as it could be. Yes I am still learning, but I wish there was more of a learning curve to life.